Friday, May 29, 2009

[¿dO YoU SEE my pRoBLeM?]

it's kind of like... I hate competition...
not because I don't think I am good enough
I don't
it's that, I guess I want everyone else to be happy, which sometimes imposes on my being happy which sucks
a lot

like say, my PRIME example, when some guy likes the same girl I like, and she is kind of interested in him, I get SOOO bummed out and a lot of the times I just try to stop liking that person because they have someone else who could probblyy be better for them then me... I don't know

that's my problem as it...

am I too good of a person?

am I just a total pussy?

I don't know... I just hate it SOO DAMN MUCH

especially when I like someone A LOT then I catch wind of fuckin' Sancho here and it seems as though they are soo much more interested in him then they are of me... what do I do? a lot of the time I just ease on the breaks and fall on my damn face and make myself look like an idiot, part of life? I don't know about you but it is MOST CERTAINLY part of mine...
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5 comments:

  1. kimberly anneMay 29, 2009 at 2:28 PM

    =[ what happened, exactly, and with who?

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  2. oZMay 30, 2009 at 12:48 AM

    it ALWAYS happens
    Carrissa and Justin
    Sydni and Matt
    ... always

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  3. kimberly anneJune 1, 2009 at 4:42 PM

    justin?

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  4. oZJune 2, 2009 at 11:26 AM

    mhm, I have had a super crush on Carrissa Camilleri for a LOOOONG time and Justin was all, I'd totally do her
    and talking about how he could get with her if he decided he wanted to

    and


    I could tell she kinda liked him

    aaaaand I got sorta jealous

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  5. kimberly anneJune 11, 2009 at 1:43 PM

    hopefully that's not still a problem...

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