you know what I FUCKING HATE??... soggy taquitos... you know, when you cook 'em in the microwave and they get all limp? It PISSES ME OFF
bad
so anyway... how are we doing?
by we I mean me, asking myself, not you (sorry I don't want to sound conceited)
but oh?
things are pretty ok, I guess...
I mean OTHER things are GREAT
like my breathing, PHEW has that ever been better
.
I do this thing called digging myself a hole sometimes... then I just lay there until I become bored, ya know?
I end up troubling myself with girls sometimes, it's not purposefully but it happens.
I like girls when I don't want to like girls in that way as to avoid complication in myself or them... by which I mean, I don't want to "date" anyone right now... but I do like getting close to someones and kissing someones, and I've found that sometimes I do that with someones I'd like to date... but some other time, in another light.
then... sometimes I feel like I do want to date people, that I'd love to get physically and emotionally close to someone and mean something to them, but know I would regret it in the morning... in a week.... when it's over
right now... I am a little bit stuck in the middle of all of those, It's strange... but I'll figure out what I want to do
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on a side (and completely unrelated note),
I haven't hung out with Justin or Levi in over a week... it's new to me, you know? I haven't gone this long without them, I'll live though, I mean I've got to get used to it, they are leaving for much longer than a week in about a week or two...
WHICH REMINDS ME... I have to go back to school in 4 weeks and 1 days... it's sort of depressing
well... anyway
smile however you want to :]
so anyway... how are we doing?
by we I mean me, asking myself, not you (sorry I don't want to sound conceited)
but oh?
things are pretty ok, I guess...
I mean OTHER things are GREAT
like my breathing, PHEW has that ever been better
.
I do this thing called digging myself a hole sometimes... then I just lay there until I become bored, ya know?
I end up troubling myself with girls sometimes, it's not purposefully but it happens.
I like girls when I don't want to like girls in that way as to avoid complication in myself or them... by which I mean, I don't want to "date" anyone right now... but I do like getting close to someones and kissing someones, and I've found that sometimes I do that with someones I'd like to date... but some other time, in another light.
then... sometimes I feel like I do want to date people, that I'd love to get physically and emotionally close to someone and mean something to them, but know I would regret it in the morning... in a week.... when it's over
right now... I am a little bit stuck in the middle of all of those, It's strange... but I'll figure out what I want to do
.
..
...
..._.
..._..
..._...
..._..
.....
...
..
.
on a side (and completely unrelated note),
I haven't hung out with Justin or Levi in over a week... it's new to me, you know? I haven't gone this long without them, I'll live though, I mean I've got to get used to it, they are leaving for much longer than a week in about a week or two...
WHICH REMINDS ME... I have to go back to school in 4 weeks and 1 days... it's sort of depressing
well... anyway
smile however you want to :]
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