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that's what me slamming on the keyboard screaming FUCK in the back of my mind looks like today, kids... enjoy.
I just feel... oh my god, I am soo beyond not okay for some reason right now...
I am SO seriously a step away from not ever opening up to anyone but my paper and pencil, ever again... Do you not fucking understand that it really wasn't easy for me to say that at all? and what do you do?... you just fujcwkjkkja njp[ods ugh
I am starting to hate myself for even bothering to complain about it, I try to tell you something that means a lot to me and you just.. play it off...
yeah maybe I made it awkward, oh well
maybe you are pissed off at me, whatever
I was in tears trying to apologize to you and YOU said "it's okay", but do your actions say "it's okay"? FUCK NO... do you know what they say to me?
hmm?
they say "leave me alone"
and that's what hurts...
that's what me slamming on the keyboard screaming FUCK in the back of my mind looks like today, kids... enjoy.
I just feel... oh my god, I am soo beyond not okay for some reason right now...
I am SO seriously a step away from not ever opening up to anyone but my paper and pencil, ever again... Do you not fucking understand that it really wasn't easy for me to say that at all? and what do you do?... you just fujcwkjkkja njp[ods ugh
I am starting to hate myself for even bothering to complain about it, I try to tell you something that means a lot to me and you just.. play it off...
yeah maybe I made it awkward, oh well
maybe you are pissed off at me, whatever
I was in tears trying to apologize to you and YOU said "it's okay", but do your actions say "it's okay"? FUCK NO... do you know what they say to me?
hmm?
they say "leave me alone"
and that's what hurts...
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