ha... soooooo I think sometimes (believe it or not) but no... seriously
I think sometimes, about the situations I get myself into and I almost completely concluded the other day that I am not going to have sex... like.... ha EVER it seems, and.... I am seriously trying REALLY hard to be ok with that.
I think sometimes, about the situations I get myself into and I almost completely concluded the other day that I am not going to have sex... like.... ha EVER it seems, and.... I am seriously trying REALLY hard to be ok with that.
ya know, because I love physical attention, but I mean.... and I am not saying that I am ungrateful for what we do because I love kissing her and touching her, but I mean... I am addicted to physical attention, so I ALWAYS want more, I'm not saying that I never want to just cuddle or just talk, but in general, do you get what I am saying? shit why am I asking a computer if it gets what I am saying... I'm loosing it... I'm just saying... I mean, I Love Erica enough to where I am fine with any decision she makes and if that decision is not to have sex, then... I guess I have to just try to live with that, because after all, it really isn't that important.....
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it's just hard for me... ha I don't know why I am venting to you blogspot... mayhaps I am ust in that sort of mood?
I don't know, I just need to TRY... fuck....
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it's just hard for me... ha I don't know why I am venting to you blogspot... mayhaps I am ust in that sort of mood?
I don't know, I just need to TRY... fuck....
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